I Love You & Goodbye

I will never forget you,
Though I may meet someone new,
But a part of my heart,
Will forever belong to you.
I know it won’t be easy,
And I’ll miss you every second,
But everything in life,
Comes with a special lesson.
Letting go is hard,
But when all the sadness clears,
There will not be a reason,
To shed another tear.
What we had was priceless,
And you will always hold my heart,
But now that our love is gone,
We must forever part.
My love you took for granted,
But I gave it anyway,
And still you overlook me,
Even to this day.
Of all the times you hurt me,
And all the times I’ve cried,
I think of why I worked so hard,
And why I even tried.
You said you’d love me forever,
But forever has come and gone,
And still I sit and wonder,
Where it all went wrong.
But now I see what’s really there,
And there’s nothing I could have done,
You can’t help who you love,
And I just wasn’t the one.
Maybe someday down the road,
Our paths will intertwine,
And once again I can hold you,
And know you are mine.
But until the day, if it even comes,
You will only be in my mind,
For now it’s time for me to see,
If it’s true love I can find.
We had some really good times,
And we had some really bad,
But the strength to keep on going,
Neither of us had.
I’m sorry our time has ended,
And we couldn’t make things work,
But then I think of all the times,
I acted like a jerk.
I know I wasn’t perfect,
But I gave you all I had,
And if we were so deep in love,
Why does it feel so bad?
I still have a lot of questions,
And I still wonder why,
But now all I can do is say,
I love you and goodbye

You Were My Heart

You brought me hope, when I had none,
I thought you were my destiny, I thought you were the one.
And I don’t understand why we couldn’t be,
You seemed so perfect, you were everything to me.
You gave me love, when I had little,
I opened my heart to you, it was so brittle.
Each day thats passed, I’ve shed a tear,
I’m lost in love, without you here,
You were my heart, you will forever be,
Beautiful memories that will stay forever with me,
That day its coming, and I’m scared to cry,
I know I’ll be thinking of you, and once again ask why?

I Am Alone

I’m sitting here alone,
Realising your gone,
I know I cant change things,
I know I was wrong.
They all say I don’t need you,
They all say I’m better off,
They don’t understand I love you,
Yet I never said it enough.
I regret what I did,
But I cant take it back,
Wish I could hold you,
I want you back.
I know you deserve better,
I know I’m messed up,
But cant go on without you,
I miss you so much.
Baby I’m sorry,
I know I said it before,
I mean it more than ever,
Knowing our loves now behind a closed door,
I didn’t realise what I had,
Till I lost you,
My heart bleeds inside,
I cant forget you.
Cant you find it in your heart to forgive me,
Love me once again,
Tell me everythings alright,
Tell me its not the end.
Yet I know the end is now,
I know you’ll never love me again,
I’m sorry baby,
That I was the one to let you down.

Missing You

When I hear your voice I still wait for you to say you love me,
Like you use to not so long ago,
When we talk I wish we could talk like we did not so long ago,
When you talk about him it reminds me of the way you use to talk about me not so long ago.
I miss you telling me that we will get through this,
I miss you saying you love me,
I miss your sweet words you use to tell me not so long ago,
I miss you being mine,
I miss you being able to make me laugh.
I miss your laughter,
I miss your love,
But most of all I miss you.

It Hurts

It hurts..
How do I let you know what I feel about you,
You will never know the way I think of you,
My day starts with the thought of you and ends dreaming of you,
It hurts..
You are the one who can make me happy,
You have the magic to bring life to me,
Just a look from you changes the world around me,
It hurts..
Wish I could tell you.

Too Hard

It's so hard to write
When there is no inspiration
It's so hard to love
When I have no heart
It's so hard to breath
When there is no air
It's so hard to miss you
When you were never there.

Best Friend

You don't how bad I wanna tell you
It gets harder every day
I just wanna tell you I love you
And make the pain go away

I think of how we used to be
Thoughts start filling my head
I just want you to see everything I see
Every night before I go to bed.

I see your face and hear your laugh
I wanna hold you close to me
I wish you could feel the love I have
And know you are my hearts key

It's been awhile since I've seen you
My heart is filling the pain
All this love I wish you knew
Inside is driving me insane

I wish you knew there could be us
I wish you knew how I cry
I wish you knew that's its more than lust
That makes me wanna die

All these things I'll keep hidden
Even though they scream to be set free
This love I have is forbidden
I just wish that you could see

How did this happen?

I tremble in darkness
Afraid of the unseen
Scared of what lurks in shadow.
I yearn to be free
Unbound from my chains
To run through field and medow.
Unable to move
From this place I am in
Will I ever be released?
My doubt and my pain
I hold deep inside me
Prevent me from finding peace.
Alone in the dark
Trapped forever
I wonder if here I will die.
Falling to the ground
I Clench both my fists
And reach them to an unseen sky.